Humanity

Humanity

Relief from despondency
Freedom in realizing
My self worse is to be raised
Not to be ashamed
And living out of courage and bravery

Still I cry and got still
Taken aback by a world where
Nobody seems connected anymore
— Bear no relation to
Humanity

Still I grip tighter to a sense of respect
Toward the simpler and toward the real ones
Still I believe we will reattach
Eventually

If I tell you now a tiny secret of mine
If I tell there is fret and frailty
Will you be noxious
Or will you get this makes me cohesive

Vulnerably just out there to be seen
But brave and pensively in touch with
Something
That those not chiseled or contused enough
Won't ever see

I once was wont to fantasizing
But now this inner me
Hypostatized
Is bolder and I acknowledge
And I feel my self in unity

E se a conversa é sempre a mesma?

Diálogo

É culpa minha a tempestade, acabei de regar as plantas.
Perdoe as minhas exigências, é que não sei como dizer.
Passo os dias só se não estou contigo.
Olho as horas, que parecem não querer andar.
É o medo de perder se me entregar demais.
E eu como faço para saber que sente?
Muito abafado — só vou conseguir dizer amanhã.
E se não está abafado é porque chove (?) — assim passam os dias.
Dias, estações, colheitas.
Posto que o tempo seja a atual moeda.
E não está ficando mais caro?
E é o valor que se perde de vista.
Mas amanhã o dia será de sol.

Distance bridged

— Distance bridged

betoken little child to be raised
No, I will not be cast aside
bloodshed nimbus azure gules lazuli lead-like
Meant no thing if brushed aside
— Bridge the distance within my heart
Push me farther
Leave me window than this blind
I need the whole of the sun in
To hail unveil blame nurtured scars
— It is sad to be where minds concur
and crave to lie unreasoned
and all around is concert
But beats make no one sound
I relieve this dismal —
— Nimbi cirri cumuli
Faint, pale, grey
And yet so unwavering
—yellow reddish bloodtight
tight clog is burnt
— Crossing over to the inside
and Day has come
Bloodshot mangled commingled dejected shame lame excrescence
dusted it all away
freedom love no weakling was left behind —